Confessions

Married to a real snobby seaman

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“Kahit online siya, deadma niya kami. Worst, kaya kaming ‘di kausapin ng mga bata ng 2 weeks,” confessed Jean (not her real name) in Facebook. She was referring to her cold seaman husband at time he’s working at sea.

“Makikita mo naman sa sagot ng asawa ko. Wala siyang gana na kausapin ako.”

But more than being cold as ice towards her, Jean said her seaman was a real snobby.

“Okay lang, sanay na ako mayabang pag onboard kasi may pera siya. Pero kapag nakabakasyon ng 1 taon dahil sa katamaran na sumakay, kulang na lang halikan niya paa ko,”

Tired of being taken for granted by her husband, Jean suffered from depression. She has even thought of dying! šŸ˜±

“I’m experiencing depression now. Pagod na pagod na ako sa buhay ko ngayon.

“Wala akong kasambahay. Ako lahat sa trabaho and need ko pang dumiskarte kasi madamot marino ko.

“Two hours everyday lang ang tulog ko. I have 3 kids pala. Wala kaming kasama sa bahay, kami lang mag-iina.

“Self pity and feeling of worthlessness. Wala akong kwenta. ‘Di ko na alam gagawin ko.

“Di ko na din mahal asawa ko kasi di naman sya nakikinig sa akin, walang pakialam sa mga nararamdaman ko.

“I’m sorry gusto ko lang maglabas ng nararamdaman ko. Gusto ko nang mamatay.”

This story first appeared in Seman’s Life/Seaman’s Wife Exclusive Facebook Page. Read original story here.

What can you advise Jean?

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